I always had a grand vision of what I wanted my life to look like. However despite putting all of my energy and focus towards change, my destination continued to remain out of reach. I saw others basking in their newly found success and wondered what they had that I didn't.
I was grinding away day in and day out, making progress but never quite arriving at my end game.
Inevitably I would find myself back at the starting line time and time again, vowing to do things differently this time around only to find myself in the same predicament months or even years later.
It was exhausting, mentally draining, and painful... all at the same time.
Until this point in my life, I had focused on trying to
change the wrong thing. Unaware of my faulty strategy, I spent my energy on reversing my results. Little did I know the flaw in that thinking.